I've been doing a lot of thinking the last couple of days...mostly  because I've had too much free time.

I realized that I'm much happier now that the burden of friendly smiles and play acting is over. But sometimes I stop and wonder what did I do exactly to make someone who used to be such a good friend to me turn their back on me and take a couple of knives and stick 'em in mine.

But then I stop myself from thinking too much and tell myself there's no point in looking back and a bunch of other cliched things which are ultimately true.

So yes the world may or may not end tomorrow (my bet's on not) but the year is ending in just over a week so it's time to make some changes.

2013 is a year of many changes for me. Whatever school I pick to continue studying in is gonna be where I settle myself for, hopefully, the rest of my life. It'll be a year to stop the dreaming and start the decision making.

I'm a bit distracted typing this 'cos I'm watching the finale of The Voice season 3 and I cannot get over the fact that Casadee beat out Terry! I mean c'mon! She doesn't have a solid genre so when her album comes out who's she gonna target? Terry is rock and roll all the way.

Side note -  Adam Levine is rocking a suit. Holy cow the man is walking sex.


Oh still on the topic of TV, Gossip Girl finally ended. While I admit the show has been getting a little tiresome and the whole Bart Bass Evil Man story line was getting boring the last episode brought me to tears. Especially the last 10 minutes where they finally revealed the identity of Gossip Girl and provided a 5 year flash forward. :')

Speaking of crying - How I Met Your Mother's mid season finale. I think I was this close to sobbing. That proposal! :')

Looking at this I'd say TV shows make me cry more than real life events.

Welp, I can't remember how this post started out 'cos
1. I'm lazy to scroll up
2. NO LOOKING BACK

So so long y'all!